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Saturday, June 30, 2012, ϟ 0 shout(s)
Wait...
I can't call you THAT because you didn't do it every-single-second. But something about you makes me wanting to avoid. There's just something. I just can't classify it as what. You've made me feel uneasy whenever you're in-contact with me. I think i'm taking it way too seriously but seriously enough too true to me. To tell you the truth, I'm a bit offended and the discomfort feeling occurs after you're being too 'nice' to me.
Hey buddy, you're just a junior to me :) Please note that. Treat me like a senior. DO IT! I know that my physical appearance looked small and what people call 'cute'.. but it's not the reason why you have to treat me that way. I'm older than you for crying out loud.
SO TREAT ME LIKE I'VE STATED! YES I'M MAD. WHO ARE YOU TO JUDGE ME, HUH?
Peace no war. Heeee Done ;)
It just went missing...
Wednesday, June 6, 2012, ϟ 0 shout(s)
Assalamualaikum..
Hmm today, there's an another so-called 'tragic' things going on throughout the day and it was rather with a mix of shocking, 'i-knew-it' and anger. Well you know when a person likes to put things around the house randomly right? But not my mum. My mum always put things where it should be and never change places.. and today, it is but it just did not appeared to be there. You know what, my mum's watches and rings are just.. missing. WEIRD! So weird that we blamed the daily maid for stealing it. Okay, that's so preposterous. How could we easily point to THE person without any proof. Maybe mum just misplaced it or it just move? Hmmmmmmm.. I don't know. What doesn't make sense for me right now was mum told her NOT to go upstairs.. Don't need to clean the upstairs. However, she didn't listen or might forgotten about it because our house was like a place after being attacked by a tornado or something. HAHAHA messy I know especially my room. I don't know how to start to clean it. SIGH.. but since she went upstairs, she did clean my room. So the burden just lighten up :) Thanks anyway.
Let me just say..
Why the heck did you do that?! We've paid you. Honestly, we never thought of you doing such a thing. And we're also not trying to accuse you for stealing or anything but those things happened to be lost whenever you're here. Is there paranormal stuff going on here? NAHH That's just monstrous.
''Jikalau kamu tidak jujur dengan apa yang dibuat, barangkali perkara yang dilakukan tidak mungkin lagi akan dipercayai oleh orang di sekeliling kamu itu. Maka, terputuslah rezeki kamu yang halal itu.''
Sayangnya.............
PS ; Wahh my word of wisdom. LOL
Wa'salam..
Adapted..
Monday, June 4, 2012, ϟ 0 shout(s)
*I've CHANGED! It's approven by a friend of mine. Okay. Bye*
Recklessly free..
Thursday, May 31, 2012, ϟ 0 shout(s)
Out of judgmental
Good heaven.. I'm away from that infuriating site. Yeay for making me felt so left out by it. I'm free now, why worries? They don't even know me exist. They always did that. Always. I've used to it. :)
It's a-o-kay.
Or is it...?
I don't know whether I am happy or not. Plain-speaking as I may say, I was never happy. NEVER ever since 'that' thing came up to me out of nowhere. Wasn't there any explanation to what had happened? Tell me..
Am I jealous over something? I felt like it but seemed to covering it with a layer of ice. Thick ice.
Too much personalities...
Tuesday, May 29, 2012, ϟ 0 shout(s)
I'm tired and helpless.
No one's there for me, no one cares about me,
But I kept myself strong and pretend as steady as possible,
However, I stumbled quite soon right after from where I've started.
Heading to those days where you're on top of your damn world,
don't seem to come back.
It haunts you instead.
You can't differentiate between nightmares and realities,
and fantasies with virtuality.
Hardly I say,
Hardly.
Holding those tears and cries,
made me scarcely exist
From the day we're together,
laughing, crying, and even faking.
Deeply..
No one understands me.
Neither do I
Neither do I
I'm unpredictable and inoperative, you may say.
It doesn't work for me to say my problems
Because it is so awkward and too open.
I just kept it to myself.
It'll be better that way, oh i've said that before.
Please..
The charms you're holding, grab it as tight as you can
The charms you're holding, grab it as tight as you can
because you might lose it before your very eyes.
In thin air, the wisdom come out of no where,
giving you hope and luck and chances
You can't have it without efforts and sweats.
Seek for His help and only to Him you pray.
After spending your endeavor of your priceless life,
ending with letting Him to choose the path of your destiny.
Good or bad?
Let Him choose....
Around the corner
Thursday, May 3, 2012, ϟ 0 shout(s)
Assalamualaikum and good evening :)
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EXAM !!!! PLEASE HELP MEEE!!!
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Well well well, what do you know, next week will be our mid term exam (??) or best known as PPT. Fyi, I haven't started anything yet. Huh that's me alright. Always did things at the VERY last minute.
I don't get it, how am I actually going to change this behavior. It's almost SPM dearest.. few months from now. If you don't change, you'll never get your best future life. You want it right? YES! The most incredibly moment like that to be happened must have an effort and it must've started few months ago or now. It's okay. You can try changing it now. It's never too late for a change right? RIGHT?
Okay, that's it for now ;) Pray me for best of luck for PPT. And do pray me for a change.. drastically!! Eheheeh InsyaAllah
Assalamualaikum..
Heyy ?
Wednesday, April 25, 2012, ϟ 0 shout(s)
Assalamualaikum and a very good evening :)
*DEEEEP breath* Huuuuuuuu~ Okay. Why I am here is because of... my confessions? Yeah confessions. It's about confessions.
-MY CONFESSION-
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If and only if you liked me.. okay, so be it. But don't ever give me the hint that shows you liked me. Please make it like a good friendship bond. That's all I want. Never to confess. Never to tell the 'world' that you've stalked me or whatsoever. Just don't show it. If you do, I'll might think the wrong way and yeah, our good friendship bond would be.. interrupted? Yeah sort of and that's bad. So bad that it'll takes time to heal it. Shiesh that's my problem.. a MAJOR one. *sigh*
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So it's done :) Assalamualaikum and good night
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