Too much personalities...
Tuesday, May 29, 2012, ϟ 0 shout(s)

I'm tired and helpless.
No one's there for me, no one cares about me,
But I kept myself strong and pretend as steady as possible,
However, I stumbled quite soon right after from where I've started.
Heading to those days where you're on top of your damn world,
don't seem to come back.
It haunts you instead.


Undefined.. 
Making your nightmares as the most normal thing you have.
You can't differentiate between nightmares and realities,
and fantasies with virtuality.
Hardly I say,
Hardly.
Holding those tears and cries,
made me scarcely exist
From the day we're together,
laughing, crying, and even faking.


Deeply..
No one understands me.
Neither do I
I'm unpredictable and inoperative, you may say.
It doesn't work for me to say my problems
Because it is so awkward and too open.
I just kept it to myself.
It'll be better that way, oh i've said that before.

Please..
The charms you're holding, grab it as tight as you can
because you might lose it before your very eyes.
In thin air, the wisdom come out of no where,
giving you hope and luck and chances
You can't have it without efforts and sweats.
Seek for His help and only to Him you pray.
After spending your endeavor of your priceless life,
ending with letting Him to choose the path of your destiny.
Good or bad?
Let Him choose....

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